You were a chapter in my life and I regret nothing

I was in the dumps when you came in. Somehow I wanted to feel okay. I wanted something new to feel. And as someone who doesn’t know shit, someone who forgot her worth, and someone who never had any experiences, I accepted and played your game. We had fun (or at least I did). I… Continue reading You were a chapter in my life and I regret nothing

Nagsusumamo

Mahal? Nais ko sanang malaman mo Kung ano ang tinitibok ng puso Mula sa damdaming bigla na lamang bumugso Di ko alam kong paano Sasabihin ko sayo Kung gaano kita kagusto Babanggitin ko na sayo Ang mga salitang sayo ko lang binuo Sabihin mo sakin Ang mga ayaw mo Sabihin mo sakin Lahat ng gusto… Continue reading Nagsusumamo

When you know you are not ready to commit. It’s okay to bail out.

I met this guy through dating app. I installed the app out of boredom ( alone in the apartment and nothing much to do during work off and can’t travel due to travel restrictions). I thought it would be nice talking to strangers and fooling around. One swipe right and it was a matched. We… Continue reading When you know you are not ready to commit. It’s okay to bail out.

To My Bestfriend Whom I Ghosted: Patawarin mo ‘ko.

I’m sorry I’ve had to disappear. I’m sorry I’ve smeared our best-friendship. I’m sorry I’ve had to leave it in ruins. It was just so pure and innocent back then. The afternoon sunlight passing through the windows creates shafts of dust motes inside our highschool library while we were babbling about the meaning of life.… Continue reading To My Bestfriend Whom I Ghosted: Patawarin mo ‘ko.

Flowers for ME

Maybe for now I’ll just buy my own boquet for me. Plant it and let it bloom with my own efforts if I can. And maybe if ever time comes, I could give it to someone who’s straightforwardly ready.

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