They say that time can heal all wounds. And yet, why there are some point that it will only become worse or you will become dull with many dysfunctional side effects? It will silently kills you from the inside despite of the fact that you’re no longer broken.
After being tortured by pain, moved on like you no longer need anyone to love you in return you will still feel the pain…like you’re not completely healed no matter how many years you spent just to say that you’re no longer broken. You started to love again, spent years like it’s the best blessing you received that someone brought you happiness like no one else could. You drown yourself with all those lies. Lies that makes you blind, deaf, mute and even numb. Lies that make yourself the foolish person you ever be.
The saddest reality is, you never healed. You never moved on. You never forget.
You just completely getting used to it.