We have always been proud of ourselves that we see difficult things through, on how people around us depend on us for support, and how confident we are that we can tackle on whatever challenge life throws us. At work, we are known for turning the impossible, possible.
I know that there are times when you want to take a break, run away from obligations, and live as carefree as you want to be. After a few moments of being stuck in that illusion, reality sinks in, and would remind you of the bills to be paid, and the to do lists which needs to be accomplished. For you, breaking down is a luxury that you cannot afford.
And you continue to live that way, using work as a distraction, and believing that it gives you fulfillment. One day, you wake up, feeling empty and realizing that there’s more to life than work, promotion and commendation. You realize you want something so badly, and would work hard for it.
There are days when you question yourself, and doubt if you are worthy of being loved. Many say that you have set the bar too high, and the person you dream of does not exist. You simply want someone to build a home with as he supports you with fulfilling your dreams and doing what you love.
You have been so used to getting desired results as long as you put your heart and mind into it. But you have to learn that in finding the right person, timing plays a big role, and this is beyond your control. You just have to trust the process, and continue to work on yourself.
It is right to put yourself first, and receive love from the people around you. You have given a part of yourself too much, and the universe will find a way of giving it back to you. It is also fine to mess up at work because you are going through a difficult time. Do not be impatient, and use every challenge as a learning opportunity. You will be surprised on how stronger you have become, and how ready you are to take on the bigger things that life has in store for you.
