What a tragedy — the look on my face as I looked my best to stand and assume that I was the one your soul longs. I’ve fought long and hard to pursue your heart and I wondered why it was a cold, hard, and locked up case. There was no way in, no way to break any ice.
We act like we have so much in common. Like there was this indescribable romantic connection that we can never find with anyone else but us. We’ve searched each others hearts as we try and learn each others ways, loves, and deepest desires. My heart was in this illusion of love as the days goes by. I looked ahead of time only to find out that all along, my love for you was the only thing that remained constant.
Oh, I already know, darling. It is not I that your heart desires. It is not I that you want to spend a lifetime with. All the while I was painting a future with you, there you are clinging to the thought of ‘what ifs’ with another lover. My darling, there is no easier way to say this but you have to go to whom your heart desires and I have to let you go to set my heart free.
