Hey there, my future.
Loving me would probably be the most difficult relationship you would ever have to be involved in. Loving me would mean you have to broaden your understanding. Loving me would mean you have to understand that you’re not always the priority. Loving me would mean you would have to wait until I have fulfilled my duties.
I’ve chosen a difficult path. It’s not easy to walk after my steps. It’s a bumpy ride and it will be like that for who knows how long. You may feel unwanted at times. You may feel less valued often. Please know that I will do my best to balance it all out. I may fail, yes, I am certain I will. I’m not perfect. I carry a weight that’s too heavy. But it is going to be okay.
One day, all of my hard work would pay off. One day, you will realize that the wait will all be worth it. Give me time. I will wait for you at the end of the tunnel with my arms wide open. By then, you will be my priority. You will receive all the love you deserve. You will never feel like you would have to compete with my responsibilities. I will give you all my time and affection. Just wait.
Loving a breadwinner is all gonna be worth it.
