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I remember the time I asked you, “Sure ka na ba sa akin?”
And sabi mo “Oo naman, hindi naman ako papasok sa ganito, kung hindi endpoint ang marriage”
Everything was too good to be true.
You pursued me even if I said no to a courtship with you.
Sabi ko, “Friends muna tayo.’
But you kept on doing things that is far more than being friends.
You would always say positive things about me when I don’t feel good about myself.
You were always there even if I didn’t ask for it.
But then I got too overwhelmed by your actions, it’s as if nagmamadali ka.
I became cold.
And, I ended what we had as friends.
You asked me if wala na ba talagang pag-asa. At that time I said wala na.
I just wonder, how come you are so sure of me kung sumuko ka agad?
I know I hurt you by saying that. Pero seryoso ba at tinanggap mo yun?
How can you let go of someone you liked for so long.
Noong hindi kita pinapansin hindi ka naman sumuko.
Pero nung nag-kausap na tayo, tapos nag-no ako sumuko ka na?
Ganon na lang ba yon, salamat na lang sa lahat?
I can’t believe how people really end up saying things they don’t mean because they are at the hype of their emotions.
What happened to “sure ako sayo”?
At the end of the day, everything was replaced by “suko na ako.”
Gusto ko sanang lumaban para sa atin, gusto kitang ilaban, pero may iba ka na.
Sumuko ka kung kailan handa na ako.
Pero kailangan kong harapin at tanggapin na hindi talaga tayo ang tinadhana para sa isa’t isa.