Yes you,
Thank you for not pursuing me. I still thank you for making doubts on the possibility of us, on making me your back up plan and your second option. I did question myself though ‘am I worthy to be pursued?’.
I thank God I got tired of waiting, of wanting. I stopped believing on ‘what if it’s us’ or on ‘maybe we’ll meet again someday’ and on the thoughts of ‘wondering if you’re ever coming around’. I thank God for this moment because at this very moment I’ll start again fresh and new. I’ll start hoping again and start praying again, but this time it’s not the same anymore this time you are not part of the picture. This time I will fully surrender every little thing to God, I will let Him work on this aspect of my life because I know He is preserving me for someone better for me.
Don’t worry I have already forgiven you, for all those mess you’ve done, that’s okay you’re human and human commits mistakes. But the sad thing about mistakes? It has consequences, I hope you learned your lesson because I have learned mine. Forgive yourself too, this is for me also, I am forgiving myself so that I will be able to set myself free from you.
You are always in my prayers, you have been a good friend you always are. Thank you for being a lesson learned, you are the representation of God’s protection. Thank you for proving that again you are not for me because God is preserving someone who deserves the love I have to offer.
You are a blessing in disguise. Praying for the best 🙂
Yours,
xoxo
