Who says having trust issues is easy? Most people wish that it was as easy as 1,2,3 & a,b,c.
Have you ever been with someone that gave you different kinds of vibes? Their words are contradictory to their actions. This makes it difficult to tell what is true and what is not. They say that what you are today is the result of your yesterday. It’s hard to cope with your own struggles that have been controlling your body, mind, and soul for a long period of time. No one wants to get stuck in some situations, especially when you’re trying to fix everything but it ends up being more chaotic.
Recently, me and my partner had a petty fight. Usually I try to keep distance for a short period of time to calm the waters, then after a few hours I’ll try to fix things and settle any issues. Since I was the one who was likely to set aside ego and all, I was the one who was always trying to solve the misunderstandings.
After we talked, a few weeks have passed, and we are completely fine. Until one afternoon, when we were having our quality time, we decided to take pictures together. As we finished taking selfies, I went straight to the gallery and looked for the results. As I was scanning, I saw their picture (my partner and his ex). I was a little surprised because when I clicked on their picture I saw the date. It was when we had that petty fight. I asked him why? He answered that he just missed his old face. I just smiled and pretended it was fine. (Give me no such justification.)
One week has passed, and my thoughts are still controlling me. I still have a lot of questions on my mind that even me I cannot answer. I feel like every day you’re betraying me. I will not feel sorry that I overthought things. It’s you that made me feel this way.
It might be a little issue for you, but for me it’s not. I will not be sorry for feeling this way. I feel sorry because I trust you so much.
