You Loved Me At My Darkest

From the moment that life is so dark

That even a single light can’t pass-through
The atmosphere is so pale,
That everything I tried to build crashes too
From the moment that shattered this heart
It’s always the voice that comes from you
You’re always paying the bail, of me
Always trying to outrun you

I Always telling you,
“I don’t know what you want and I don’t want to know
I just want what I want, please God just let me go
I don’t want your love, I can find it on my own
I want to use my free will, please just leave me alone”
I Always fighting you over what is good for me
I Always rejecting everything, I just don’t want to see
It’s like climbing up a never ending tree
But this mulishness never stops you from loving me

I am used to it,
Creating my own chasm and abyss
That leads me to distortion
I am used to it,
Creating my own failure and misfits
that leads me to abomination
But, what on earth is that kind of love?
Love that never fails to amazed me
Love that passionately
Gathering my broken pieces just to heal me
From the chaos I’ve made for myself
From the choices that I Always have
From all the hatred and pain I gave you
That you exchange with love

From the moment that life is so dark
That even a single light can’t pass-through
The atmosphere is so pale,
LORD, without you
I never choose you, but you always choosing me
I never listening to you, but you always hearing me
I partially loved you, but you loved me endlessly
I’m a worthless sinner and yet you saved me
You never leaved me LORD, you never do
You always by my side, I know its true

You loved me at my darkest,
Your love is the purest
Even I know, I’m just worthless
You filled me with your presence
That even the cloud of doubt blocks the warm light
You’re always, always holding my hands so tight
your love is so deep, you even gave your own life
You even called me yours, you called me your child

LORD, what kind of love you inscribed in this heart?
So deep, even death and life can’t tear us apart
Your love overcomes
Your will overruns
You renewed me from inside out
My life is you all about
I’ll carry my cross and follow you
Whatever it takes, I’ll breakthrough

Even though I know, I’m just worthless
I can now be shameless
Your love is the purest
You loved me at my darkest