To the guy whom I will always love from 8000 miles away, I hope you are happy.
It has been almost a month since you broke up with me, still, it is hurting me inside. Where did I go wrong? I tried everything to be the best woman for you. I have loved you, accepted you, and tried to fit myself in your world, still, I am not enough.
Is there any way I can have you back? I am willing to do everything just to have you back. Do you want me to stop being demanding? I promise I will. Do you want me to stop being dramatic? I promise I will. Do you want me to stop being jealous? I promise I will. Do you want me to change? I promise I will.
Is there any way I can have you back? I missed you. Us. I missed how we used to be happy even in small ways. I missed how we manage to make 8000 miles to seem like just 8 miles on how we communicate every day. I miss you as my partner, my best friend, my strength, my everything.
How can I ever live my life without you if I already planned the rest of it to be with you? I can’t imagine my future without you. You give me pain yet you give me priceless happiness. You are my happy pill, you make me stronger every day, you make me a better person.
Is there any way I can have you back? I promise I am going to fulfill all the things that I am lacking if you give me the chance. If I have to give you the moon and the stars or write you a letter about how amazing you are every day, I will do it just to have you in my life again.
It hurts, it hurts that I allowed myself to lose you. It hurts that now that we have the chance to finally see each other I already pushed you away. It hurts because I failed you. It is killing me every day and I don’t know how can I make it survive without you.
Is there any way I can have you back? Do I have to shout to the whole world how much I love you? Or do I need to tell every people I meet how much you mean to me? Do I need to be prettier? Sexier? Wiser? How? I just really want you back.
For one last time, is there any way you could give me a chance to prove myself to you? I can’t lose you. I love you so much. I love you for real. Is there any way I can have you back?
Please, tell me how. I am willing to do everything just to have you back.
