As I laid my eyes to you.
Uncomfortable and uneasy.
The eyes were too expressive that I couldn’t resist.
My broken heart suddenly beat so fast.
And to be honest I don’t like that feeling.
It’s more scary than I thought.
I am broken.
I didn’t deserve to feel this way.
But you were so eager to enter my system.
My heart says “it’s alright I got ya”
My mind says ” Are you ready to be hurt again”
I’m thorn between my heart and mind.
The more I pushed you away.
The more you do some efforts to reach my heart.
Here I am.
Thinking about you.
Its frustrating and confusing at the same time.
Its not you. It’s me. You are so perfect.
I couldn’t help to adore you.
The more you show the real you.
The more I realized you already got me.
What should I do?
I’m scared.
Should I explore this feeling or
Set aside for now.
I’m sorry. I have undecided heart.
I’m in point of indenial.
I love you before it’s too late.
