ANOTHER CHAPTER OF MY LIFE HAS ENDED. SANA AFTER NYANG SINAGOT YUNG TANONG KO, SINABI NYA RING “HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY”, PERO HINDI TOTOO PALA YUNG SAGOT NYA. PAIN WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF THE PROCESS OF GOD. TO MOLD YOU, TO SHAPE YOU AS THE WOMAN THAT HE WANTS YOU TO BE.YOU MUST GO THROUGH A PAINFUL PROCESS, SO THAT YOU WILL BE REMINDED THAT YOU HAVE TO LIVE AND FIGHT VICTORIOUSLY, BECAUSE GOD IS VICTORIOUS! THANK YOU FOR THE PAIN, NGAYONG MALINAW NA ANG LAHAT FOR ME, WHAT HAPPENED IS STILL A BLESSING.THERE MAY BE REGRETS ON MY END, BECAUSE OF THE TIME, EFFORTS, EMOTIONS, FEELINGS, THAT I INVESTED FOR YOU. PERO PART KA LANG PALA NG PLAN NI LORD SAKIN, PART KA LANG PALA NG PROCESS NI LORD IN MOLDING ME.
I WILL MISS EVERYTHING, YES. IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN, THE WAY WE USED TO BE. I WILL EXPECT AWKWARD MOMENTS ALONG THE WAY, QUESTIONS FROM PEOPLE WHO KNEW US AND SLEEPLESS DAYS AND NIGHTS WITH TEARS IN MY EYES.BUT I NEED TO GET UP AGAIN, I NEED TO FIGHT AGAIN, THE BATTLE IS JUST THERE, HINDI DAPAT AKO PATALO.I NEED TO FACE IT. THAT’S THE REALITY. BECAUSE I KNOW, I AM VICTORIOUS IN CHRIST JESUS, BECAUSE HE IS LIVING INSIDE ME. FOR ME, IT’S STILL AN ANSWERED PRAYER.GOD WILL SOMETIMES ANSWER OUR PRAYERS IN A PAINFUL MANNER.WHO WANTS PAIN ANYWAY? WALA. NO ONE. DON’T YOU EVER THINK THAT GOD IS PUNISHING YOU.GOD IS MAKING A NEW WAY FOR YOU, PARA MAS MAGING MATATAG KA, MATIBAY AT HINDING HINDI MAHUHULOG SA MGA PA-CUTE AT PA-FALL WORDS NI KUYA. SOMETIMES, WE REALLY DON’T UNDERSTAND THE PROCESS.IT’S NOT FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND, IT’S JUST FOR YOU TO ACCEPT IT. JUST A REMINDER GOD’S WAY IS HIGHER THAN OUR WAY AND HIS THOUGHTS ARE NOT OUR THOUGHTS.
BUT IF YOU WILL GET TO SEE THE PLAN OF GOD IN YOUR LIFE, MATATANGGAP MO LAHAT EH, KAHIT GAANO PA KASAKIT.GOD WILL HEAL YOU ANYWAY, GOD WILL GIVE YOU STRENGTH, GOD WILL COMFORT YOU, GOD LOVES YOU.JUST ANCHOR YOURSELF TO GOD AND HE WILL GIVE YOU THE UNDERSTANDING THAT YOU NEED ON YOUR SITUATION.KAPIT LANG. THIS TEST WILL BE A TESTIMONY TO OTHER WOMEN LIKE YOU NA MAY PINAGDADAANAN DIN, ALWAYS FIX YOUR EYES ON JESUS. GET UP AND FIGHT AGAIN, I KNOW IT WILL NOT BE EASY, BUT IT WILL ALWAYS BE WORTH IT, YOU ARE A WARRIOR, REMEMBER?.
