Our relationship lasted for 8 years. Our break up, for me, wasn’t clear. Johnny, my ex, wanted to go our separate ways. Gusto na niya magmove on kasi hindi kami para sa isa’t-isa. Sabi niya, if may manliligaw sa akin, entertainin ko lang. It was like he was telling me na di na magwoworkout relationship namen kaya nakikipagbreak siya.
Nangako siya na andiyan lang siya kasi nga ang hina ko, diko kaya yun ganun. Kaya di niya ako sguro mahiwalayan nuon pa niya sguro gusto.
After a month, we decided to see each other – for sex. Hanggang sa monthly tapos naging rare na. We don’t talk about anything else. Basta wala kaming partners. This year, it was every week. Tapos last meet namen was July. At nalaman ko from a friend na kinasal na siya ng August.
I guess my concern here are: bakit hindi man lang siya nagsabi na ikakasal siya and bakit siya nakipagsex sa akin eh may fiancé na pala siya.
i also learned na opposite ko si wife niya, which is why sguro ginusto niya for marriage (another topic post nalang ito)
Now, all i wanna do is talk to him. Ask him that. Pero I know I’m not gonna get an answer kasi liar siya. I wanna see him one last look sana just to check if he’s happy with her or if it’s genuine or if they’re happy together. Kahit from a far lang. Silip lang. Maybe if he sees me, he’ll explain. I don’t know.
What do I do??? 😔 😢
