Self pity is something that most of us experienced in our lives. Specifically, it was more likely experience in a relationships. I myself is a testimonial to that! I am loving a person that I cannot be my real self and cannot accept me, keeps on dragging my past mistakes that he keeps in defining who I am right now. The problem, why I still love him despite of that? Love conquers all isnt? I embraced him together with his flaws. Having those high hopes that the day will come that he will just realize that I am worthy to be love at its fullest.
I just only wanted to belong, is that too much to ask? Is it too much to be a changed person for better in order to be worthy of the love and respect?
Love is indeed so mysterious, I cannot fathom why I still managed to stay, to fight and to love amidst having this adversity in our relationship. Stupid? Tanga? Well, I just wanted to love and belong. The truest love and its victory shall overcome all setbacks. “For our love may have many swings, still we managed to dance within its rythym”
Hoping, praying and waiting..in God’s time
#thoughtstoponder #lifeloveanditsmysteries
