I know this is madness pero I decided na I will wait for you no matter what. Matagal na akong sumugal simula palang noong nag confessed ako sayo. All or nothing na. As long as mahal kita, hihintayin kita Patty. Hindi muna ako papasok into any relationship kasi all I’m thinking about is you. I don’t care kahit gaano pa katagal. I don’t mind kung sobra akong masasaktan along the way. I love you, I want you.

Nag group hang out kami ng mga new friends ko from work and I realized na hindi lang naman ako yung nag hihintay sa taong mahal nila. Lahat kami. I admire their dedication. Sabi ko kasi dati, gusto ko ng makalimot, gusto ko ng maka move on sayo kasi sobrang sakit, nababaliw na ako. Then I realized na masarap magmahal kahit unrequited love to. Ayaw kitang kalimutan, ayaw kong tumigil sa pag mamahal sayo.

I’m hoping and praying na sana one day, mag kita at magusap ulit tayo. Tapos sana pede na maging tayo. Pinapangako ko, ibibigay ko lahat and magiging loyal ako sayo. Just give me a chance.

I can’t stop loving you. No, I won’t stop loving you. Why should I? I love you so much Patty.