It’s not your fault

It’s not your fault.

It’s not your fault that I became attached to our conversations.

It’s not your fault that I waited for your message every single day.

It’s not your fault that I cried when you told me that you love someone else.

It’s not your fault that I was dreaming about you and me.

It’s not your fault that I kept my hopes up.

It wasn’t your fault, and it will never be.

Because you’ll never know that I felt all of this.

I guess it all leads down to accepting that the blame was on me.

I never defined this relationship.

I did not trust God’s plan for me.

But now, I have learned from this mistake.

I am now aware that God’s plan is always the best.

I never asked you, because I would never want to know your answer.

And now, you’ll never know that I am already moving on;

though you were never even mine to begin with.