It’s not your fault.
It’s not your fault that I became attached to our conversations.
It’s not your fault that I waited for your message every single day.
It’s not your fault that I cried when you told me that you love someone else.
It’s not your fault that I was dreaming about you and me.
It’s not your fault that I kept my hopes up.
It wasn’t your fault, and it will never be.
Because you’ll never know that I felt all of this.
I guess it all leads down to accepting that the blame was on me.
I never defined this relationship.
I did not trust God’s plan for me.
But now, I have learned from this mistake.
I am now aware that God’s plan is always the best.
I never asked you, because I would never want to know your answer.
And now, you’ll never know that I am already moving on;
though you were never even mine to begin with.