Still I can’t keep myself stalking his account, not because I want him to be mine but I’m thinking the “what ifs” there are chances that we’ve been spending more time together. Naaaaa -_- how I wish…we’re too young and innocent then… Yung pacuteepatootee lang ang dating. Na naghahabulan at naglalaro lang sa daan ng patintero. Tapos sabay sa pagpasok sa paaralan, hanggang naging tulay niya sa manliligaw niya tapos bigla nalang kaming dalawa na pala ang nahulog sa isat isa. Na nagsimula ng mangarap na ang kanyang apelyido ay maikakabit sa aking pangalan pagdating ng panahon. Ngunit sa di ko inaasahang pangyayari siya’y nangibang bansa. Bigla nalang siyang nag-paalam na siya’y aalis na pala. Ginawa ko naman ang lahat para kahit papano makapagusap kame. Dahil batang 90’s, 30 pesos ang isang text sa abroad noon. I expect that he’ll come back, but nothing happens. At ang sabi nalang niya sa akin, “MAGHANAP KA NALANG NG IBANG KAPALIT KO DIYAN, AT MAGHAHANAP NALANG DIN AKO DITO NG KAPALIT MO” ang sakit besh… =(
We’ve been in separate ways for a long time, no communications at all and found out recently that he had already knot in a tie.

And YES! The name that I wanted was really achieved and legally registered, BUT THAT’S NOT ME. =(

I don’t know if destiny is really true…Is it possibly happened accidentally that she and me had a similar name? Or he find someone who’d similar to mine? Hmmm I hate my real name coz he always teased me when we’re young. It’s very unique.

I’m happy to see them in-love and I wish every time he called her name, he’ll remember me too.

#TOTGA #FirstHEARTBROKEn #moveon???