I am dazed.
Dazed on how I
keep going back.
Back…
to where this all began.
From that night…
that night i had
this dream…
of you…
and I…
of us.
To the day…
that day I saw your
message on
my screen.
I keep finding myself…
entangled.
Entangled inside
your thoughts.
Lost in your words.
Consigned in your heart.
How you tried.
You tried to
run away.
Run away from
your heart… until…
Until, one day…
you finally had to say…
how you found me and
prayed for our paths
to cross.
How you waited.
Waited for so long
and it was worth it.
Worth it…
to give me your heart…
your heart…
completely.
But today,
the weather…
oh, how it seem
to change.
Who holds the final
moments of this
love story now?
Is it still you…
or someone new?
I told myself…
I’d be happy.
Happy to see
you happy.
Even without me.
Just promise.
Promise me…
that you’d find…
find meaning…
in this life.
Would you do
things differently?
If not for you,
would you do it
for me?
Just live.
Live, your life.
Live your life right…
every moment…
the way you breathe air.
I tried…
I tried to be strong.
I tried…
to get used to living…
without you.
I tried…
I tried to keep rebuilding.
Rebuilding my own.
My own separate…
separate world.
Only to find out…
it still…
still keep spinnin’
around you.
Old thoughts. New post. Bedtime whiff of thoughts…
Inspired.
May you find yourselves between the lines.
©Angel Fizz
life • still • bedtime • thoughts • love
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