You may already heard the song “Bilin ni Pastor” “Bilin ni Pastor sa ‘kin ako daw manalangin. Maging maingat sa aking mamahalin. Huwag padadala sa bugso ng damdamin. Kay sarap mahalin bunga ng dalangin” You read the title right. This is a story about a girl (me) who unexpectedly fell in love with a pastor’s… Continue reading Bilin ni Pastor pero Paano kung sa Pastor’s Kid?
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To the Man I have yet to Meet
I miss you. From the day I opened my eyes to this world, I know you exist. Somewhere, somehow we will meet, I will know you, you will know me. The question that lingers in my mind is that: “How will I know that you are the one for me?” Day by day, I grew… Continue reading To the Man I have yet to Meet
I Love You From The Bottom of My Hypothalamus
When I glanced at you for the first time, I felt a little jump in my heart. Woah. That was unexpected! I remember briefly how my breathing hitched when I looked at you. It was so… odd. No one has ever made me feel that way at first glance. I don’t believe in love at… Continue reading I Love You From The Bottom of My Hypothalamus
Dark places and love that’s faceless 🖤
Are we in a dark place again? Can’t see a single ray of light Nothing shiny, pretty or bright Just a space full of confusion Unable to read the room, the real situation The push and pulls that we encounter Feels more like a struggle, far from any banter It gets bad before better There… Continue reading Dark places and love that’s faceless 🖤
To that Man of God I really admire
Hey you, First of all, I want to appreciate you because you look so fine and manly. You have a sweet smile, a gentle voice, your beard looks good on you and can I just say how the look in your eyes can make someone feel so good that it can make someone wants to… Continue reading To that Man of God I really admire
To the woman who chose to love the wrong person,
To the woman who chose to love the wrong person, I know it’s difficult to understand that a person is not meant for you. That you can never tell someone to love you the way you want to be loved, that you can never teach a person to feel the same way that you do,… Continue reading To the woman who chose to love the wrong person,
Sometimes, Someone.
Sometimes, someone loves us for who we are, and who we are not. Sometimes, someone comes into our lives to help us realize that not everybody is meant to stay in it. Sometimes, someone comes close to us to let us know who are worth keeping and who aren’t. Sometimes, that someone would fall out… Continue reading Sometimes, Someone.
You always have a special place in my heart,
I was so dumb for believing my heart. Siguro akala ko kasi may mga bagay na pwede naman. Kagaya ng ‘ikaw at ako’. Gumising nalang ako bigla na napaisip, saan na nga ba hahantong ito? May ending ba or road to forever itong “malabong-relasyon” na ito? Ang hirap pala ma-stuck sa ganitong sitwasyon. Puro ka… Continue reading You always have a special place in my heart,
Nakakapagod Din Pala
Nakakapagod Din Pala Nakakapagod din palang ipagpilitan ang sarili ko sa’yo Kahit alam ko namang sa dulo ako lang din naman ang talo Nakakapagod din pala ang pakiramdam na hindi magustuhan Dahil sa simula pa lang alam ko na ang turing mo lang sa akin ay hanggang isang kaibigan Nakakapagod din palang ako lang yung… Continue reading Nakakapagod Din Pala
Letter of a Single Woman
I will wait on you, Lord, not because I am out of choices but because this time my choice is you. To my beautiful Lord Jesus, For many years, I have believed the lie in movies that finding a man who will love me is simply finding someone whom I will be attracted to and… Continue reading Letter of a Single Woman
Saloobin.
Ang saloobin. Magandang araw , ok ka lang ba? kamusta ka? sana ikay ok lang. madaming akong tanung! madami akong nais malaman. mahal mo ba talaga ako o sadya ka lang napipilitan? sa bawat oras na ikay kausap , sa bawat oras na ikay na kikita. ako ba talaga ang nasa isip? ako ba talaga… Continue reading Saloobin.
For Someone Who Belongs To My Future (An Open Letter)
Dear you, I hope you find this letter well.I would like to start by saying, Thank you.Thank you for praying and patiently waiting for me. I have been looking forward for this day to happen- Where I can finally meet you and tell you how much I love you.I know things are not going to… Continue reading For Someone Who Belongs To My Future (An Open Letter)
What I’ve learned from the boys who almost loved me.
To the boys who almost loved me before, I thank you for coming into my life. It was indeed sad when you decided to leave, but now I’m finally able to start learning from the lessons you’ve left behind. With each hesitation, I’ve found my answers. With each uncertainty, I’m reaching a point of clarity.
On Love and Investments
“The higher the risk, the higher the return – but invest wisely, especially when it’s your time and love that you’re investing.”
I can’t have you… not yet.
I can’t have you… at least, not yet. I would first need to earn the right to deserve you. When that time comes, maybe, just maybe, the heavens will allow me to have you.
To the One that Got Away
When they said, “Kung kayo, kayo talaga”, my heart begged to disagree despite the acceptance of my brains. Maybe, in this lifetime of what if’s and maybe’s , you are that person my heart will ache for every now and then. Baguio City will always remind me of you; and so does the black coffee… Continue reading To the One that Got Away
Struggle of a waiting woman
In God’s time.
I was shattered by past heartbreaks. It caused me to become uncertain about love and believed that happy endings only happen in fairytales. I intended to build the highest walls that no man can ever break nor climb. I enclosed myself in my own dark room and made myself invisible to everyone. I shut people… Continue reading In God’s time.