I’d never thought that you would mean a lot to me. I hated you so much the first time that I met you. But now, I think I’ve learned to love you by knowing you in a deeper way.
I love you, but I don’t know if it’s just an infatuation or what. All I know is you are my favorite distraction because you’re able to bring out the best in me by leading me closer to God. I find you attractive coz you’re seeking the Lord with all your heart and soul.
I love you, I love you.. but it would be better if you wouldn’t know my feelings. I just want you to know that I am waiting for the day that God will give you to me. I won’t stop praying for you, and yes.. I will continue to fight for you in prayers even if it’s impossible that you would be mine.
It may be hard to control my feelings, the least I can do is to control my actions and not to do something that will trigger more my feelings with you.
I love your smile, I love your eyes, I love your voice, I love everything about you especially your heart that is committed to God’s service. But these are not acceptable reasons to make any move. I love you but right now all I can do is to pray for you.
Maybe you’re not aware about this but, I’m doing my best to wait even though there are certain things that hinder me from waiting.
If it costs letting you go, I will even it hurts. Coz I know that it will be worth it, I will always choose God over you. To grow more in faith is all what I want right now.
Many guys out there are trying to enter in my life but by His grace I was able to ignore them all to preserve myself.
Sorry if ever you feel that I’m keeping some distance between us because that is the only way for me to avoid being distracted, though you’re such a good distraction.
Don’t make it harder for me. It is not the right time to confess my feelings that’s why I am doing my very best to stay away from you coz I don’t want to lose the essence of knowing the Lord more in my life.
I just want you to know that I will always be thankful that I met you coz meeting and knowing you in a deeper way was definitely one of the best things that happened in my life.
I may not be the best woman for you, but if it’s really His will to marry you someday, I will make sure that God is the center of our relationship. And my intention will always be clear (without any ulterior motives) that I want you to lead me closer to Him, not seeking God to simply get you.
Let’s just wait and be the right person for each other. But..
If one day, I would figure out that you are not the one for me, please do me a favor.. Marry someone who will chase God with you, not someone who will take you away from Him.
If that happens, I would be the happiest person for you coz finally you could say “Thank God, I’ve waited and the prize is definitely worth it”
