You have been through a lot.
You have been hurt after giving your all.
You have been in pain for almost a long time.
Seems that your heart has been crushed and you don’t know how to make it whole again.
At this moment, you rarely smile.
You can’t no longer find happiness in everything that you have and doing.
You are fighting for a long time in this battle but it seems that your enemy which is pain no longer wants to separate on you.
“Why me?”, these are the only words that you kept on asking.
But these words are already enough to describe how painful and hurting you are, right now.
You are hurt because you kept on looking for someone that will meet your standards.
You are hurt because you kept on looking for someone that will accept you, for who you are.
You are hurt because you kept on looking for someone that will fight for you, and will be willing enough to stay even in your bad days.
You are hurt because you kept on looking.
You are hurt because you kept on looking that will love you more than you do.
You are hurt because you kept on looking for someone who will cherish you, and respect you.
You are hurt because you kept on looking for someone who will care even in the smallest detail and part of your life.
You are hurt because you kept on looking.
You kept on looking and looking and finding and finding but instead of having you gain nothing.
Now, you felt tired, weary and confused.
Beloved, can you stop looking?
Please stop finding and looking for that someone and so until you already forget who you are?
You forget your worth. You settle for less.
This time stop finding.
Don’t be busy looking but be busy on pursuing the woman/man that God wants you to be.
Beloved, I just want you to know that the Lord wants to bless you in that aspect of your life as well.
But you need to submit to Him first.
Honor Him in this season of your life.
He wants to free you from that pain and hurt if you are willing to surrender to Him. Will you trust Him?
Beloved, don’t settle for better because the Lord wants to give you His best.
So this time, stop finding.