To the man i can never have…
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To the man i can never have…

I know..

I don’t even know how to say this but what the hell.

I may not be as pretty as all the other girls you’ve dated but I know that I am worth it and I’ve been wondering and I know I shouldn’t.

I know that you don’t like me and that you like someone else. I know that you’re not looking to be on a relationship and I know that I’m not the usual type of girl that you’ll be with…

I’m not sure what this is or what I’m feeling… I like that you’re always there for me, I like that you comfort me and support me despite my OCness. I like that you are a gentleman and have goals in life. I’ve always admired how you talk about your family and how close you are to your mom (super sweet btw)

I like the little things, the way you always ask me “are you okay?” or “are you comfortable?” the way we joke around, I know that you get me, you get my attitude.

There were times I’d joke around and say “Bakit pag sinabi ko ba kung ano gusto ko, kaya mo ba ibigay” and  Yung alam mong kahit korny yung jokes sige pa din, kasi you know that’s what makes it really funny (lalo na yung over run joke mo.. Hahaha inside joke lang)

I’ve always said that you deserve to be happy and to never settle for anything less than what you deserve. Because you do, you deserve to be happy, be happy with someone who’s gonna support you and be with you through thick and thin.

Please take care and if you ever get the chance to read this, I hope and pray that you wouldn’t change.

I may not be able to say this to you but right now at this moment, I know that I like you…