I never skipped a day without thinking about you. Your day, your thoughts, your worries, everything. I always wonder about you. Ever since my heart beats for you, it never stops beating around you. Even though you’re far away from my sight, just a thought of you makes my heart flutter every time. I still even got butterflies in my stomach with every remembered memory with you that I can still vividly imagine.
But though it seems that I can’t forget about you, I’m already happy with my life the moment I accepted the situation that I think I wasn’t able to recover. I got excited every time I discovered something about myself and when I got to travel alone and be carefree. I feel more worthy every time I get to know new people and be able to share stories with them. I feel loved and cared every time a person extends their arms at me even though I am not asking for it. I get to appreciate little things that I wasn’t able to see before. And most especially, I appreciated life beyond the ‘life’ that I thought I would be living for the rest of my life.
So, I hope you’re doing fine with your life as well. I hope you don’t blame yourself for ending things between us. I hope you don’t think about me and I hope you don’t think about what if’s and maybes. I hope you can smile without a mask on and a heavy heart. I hope you can love again with all your heart the way you love me with all of you before. I hope, when we see each other again, by chance, we can look at each others’ eyes with love in a different extent. I hope, that the man I loved will be able to find the love he thinks he lost for life.
