Take me back from the time I wasted putting my self into edge just to chase on you
Take me back those moment I forgot myself just to be with you.
Because all that’s left in me was shattered pieces.
I want to take back all the what-ifs so we could instead live the what-ifs we missed back then. I’d take back the steps I took away from you & the shots of vodka that led to them,
I want to replace them instead with the what-if we’d never crossed path.
I want to take back my years of darkness after you,
I want to take back those morbid memories,
I want myself back from the stench of you still emanating from the skin of my soul,
I want to take back my wasted time….
I just want myself back before I met you.