Dear John,
I don’t want to write this, but how can I keep this inside my heart.
How can I ignore the moment you made my heart beat as if there is unending happiness.
How can I keep a good memory together or the dreams that speaks to my heart.
How can I stop the words in my head or cease this feelings I can’t contain anymore.
But the most important thing now, is for you to be happy.
I can’t ask for more.
I am willing to keep this inside of me just to see you genuinely happy even with someone else.
Don’t worry about me I will be ok soon.
Do me a favor please live your life as God wanted you to live, seeing you serving Him is enough for me…
I hope the next time I see you, your eyes is genuinely happy looking at her…
Blessings,
The woman with you in many dreams