This, is my letter to you. I left you in distress, and in crisis, in which I am also struggling, I left you for my own selfish reason, the reason is, I love you.
We’ve been back and forth in this relationship, it seemed like we never move forward as a couple, stuck on our dirt and issues…
I never really wanted to leave you. But I need to and I have to, I need to focus on becoming a man, and I have to let you grow as a person… which failed to happen, I didn’t fail in leaving you, it is somehow a success for me, it gave me a space to grow, a space to be me, something that I never had when I had you. We’re both a wreck to start with, I’m a boy who’s reckless and aggressive, never calm, and never patient, and you just wanna have fun and enjoy, something that I never really understood until I met you.
And now that I am growing, I want you to prove yourself to yourself that you’re far better than what you’ve become. I know, there are issues you don’t want to talk about, and you gotta deal with it on your own, with God. Stop hurting yourself. Focus on your growth. Who knows, if it’ll be you and me again, against the world?
