There are these lyrics “Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting star, So, I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now…” Song from B.O.B titled Airplanes
I somehow find it like a desperate way of telling ourselves I need this to be a shooting star because it whats my mind and my heart need. Creating some kind of magic trick to uncertainty because you don’t know how to deal with your feelings. You don’t know what to do with your what if’s and regrets.
And it is frustrating. We, people, are so good at coping for these uncertainties in life that I wanted to wish from the shooting-star-like-airplanes to go back to the time where everything is so simple and right.
My, what if’s making me crazy. I should have done better. If I could go back the time where things were okay and we were happy and you were with me and I’m yours forever.
I could do it even if this was just a trick. I could use that just to have a little hope that you were right here right now with me but I know it can’t be done anymore and my if’s were all useless because you are already gone from me.
You’re happy and I’m frustrated.
You’re free and I’m wasted.
You’re fine and I’m still broken.
Even If I danced my life out, my mistake wouldn’t make a difference. I love you and I’m hurt because it’s too late for me to make it worked!
Your what if’s and regrets can either make you or break you. So, you decide
