The first time we met,
I thought you’re kinda’ extraordinary.
But yes, you are!
You approached me, diligently
and
I fell, for those words and efforts that seems magically…
You were the person that God used to change my perspective.
You were the man, who let me experience those beautiful things,
and I thanked you for that.
I realized, that I’m also a woman deserving to feel love.
As time goes by, moment by moment,
questions in my mind are unchanging.
Unmet expectations are always along the way.
Ambiguous feelings overwhelmed me.
Why does everything seem futile?
Why did you stop in an instant?
Why?
You stopped sending me messages.
You stopped liking all my post in social media. (I know it’s immature to add this.)
You stopped asking me to go out for a coffee.
You stopped giving me gifts.
YOU LITERALLY STOPPED EVERYTHING, YOU USED TO DO FOR ME.
Why?
I’m just a woman who dreams to be loved and cared for.
I thought you were the man who will do that.
I lowered my walls for you.
I didn’t set boundaries for us.
Because it makes me happy when I’m with you.
But those are just memories now.
and you will always be my sweetest Mr.Temporary.
