You know what, you are indeed right… na kaya kong mag-isa nalang. And maybe this is the right thing for me to do. Almost a month na akong umiiyak, pumayat na nga ako kakaiyak pag-uwi kasi naalala kasi kita nun.
These pass days was emotionally, mentally and physically painful and torture. I can’t believed na wala na talaga tayo but now it seems that I already accepted the fact na wala na talaga, na hanggang doon nalang yun. There is one thing I’ve learned. I’m not the one who ended our relationship but you are. I’ve done everything to become the love your life but you let go of me. Hindi naman nagloko pero bumitaw ka. Inuna mo ang sarili mo and you finished everything in a selfish way. It’s now clear to me that you are not worthy for me anymore, that you are such an immature girl not a matured woman. Because if you are, hindi ka bibitaw bagkus lalaban ka pa. I’m the one who kept fighting but its time to call this relationship a ‘GG’. Madami na ding nasayang na oras sa akin kakaiyak.
Sabi nga sa kanta ng urbandub, ‘not even pleading can save us.”. Hindi na ako magple-plead na bumalik ka pa dahil hindi na ako maghihintay sayo. I’m on my own and your’e on your own. And if you meet someday, hindi mo na mapapansin yung dating ako na minahal ka.
