CAN I GO BACK?
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CAN I GO BACK?

CAN I GO BACK?
 
 
You came, and I got euphoria
 
When I’m with you, you get rid my dysphoria.
 
You gave me tickles and peculiarity.
 
I love you beyond clarity and lucidity.
 
But good times passed, my love was’nt enough.
 
You left me hanging with your shallow words.
 
I asked, Am I not enough?
 
Am I not worthy by your love?
 
I was blinded—- blinded by the lights of ceilings, I was blinded by you.
 
I thought things will be more lighter, but it ends up a little heavier.
 
And nowhere, I am in the middle of the road full of sadness—
 
Torn to continue a bit or will stay stuck I guess.
 
But I stopped, I sigh. Staying stranded is not good.
 
I decide to brought myself away, away in things that you must stood.
 
But I still saw myself looking back again and again.
 
I saw myself longing for you, just liked a sun rays looking for a rain.