Dear Lord,
This is the first time that I will write something to you about the person I like.
Lord, I’m giving up. I’m giving this to You.
I can’t control my feelings for him anymore. I like him more and more each new day.
I don’t know if this is a good feeling or not, but I know something is not right and I still need to wait.
This time I don’t want to interfere on your works. I will just wait here patiently until you let him move and tell me that he’s the one, that he’s ready and that I’m too is ready.
Lord, I pray for more patience and for a discerning spirit, if he will just cause another heartbreak, please distance me from him, move between us and tell us to stop.
Let me be sensitive to your voice so I’ll know the right thing to do.
Guide me in this and lead my wandering heart, my Father.
Lead this heart more closer to you than anybody else in this world.
Guard my heart, Lord. I’m too weak to handle its stubbornness.
And as you guard and guide it, mold me into a better person, til I’m ready, ready for the right time, to meet the man you have also prepared.
For now, I don’t want to assume that he is the one, unless you give your answer and confirmation.
I wont insist my heart’s desire, I wont ask You to just give him to me, but rather I will ask you to change me into a woman that someone like him would deserve.
Lord, you know that this heart was been fooled for so many times. I’m pleading to you, Father, to not let me experience again the pain I experienced in the past.
I will trade my patience for the joy of obeying your will.
In Jesus, sweet name, I pray. Amen.
With Faith,
M
