To the man I thought I’d marry,
Hey, I know we’re not talking anymore. I know it was me who’ve built these walls between us. Leaving you was the hardest decision I have ever made but for the last time, let me tell the whole world how grateful I am for you.
We’ve been together for almost half of our lives, 13 years to be exact. I can still remember our first exchange of text messages, the first meal we ate together as a couple, your first blog post about me, our first real kiss. And in between those firsts I realized that someday it’s you I want to spend the rest of my life with. I’d love to be the first person you’d look for when you need someone to be there for you. I’d love to see the world with you someday, I’d love to be the last person you’d spend your day with and the first person you’d see when you open your eyes in the morning.
I know we are both hurting right now, but I want to let you know that even though we’re not together anymore, you can always count on me. I will always be your number 1 fan, your confidant and your partner. I will always pray for you especially now that we’re apart. I really hope that we’d be each other’s person again someday.
But for now, I have to let you go. I have to heal alone and so do you.