We we’re bestfriends. A female and a bisexual. I realized one day that i was madly in love with you. We we’re like couples because of how i treat you and how you treat me. I was there worrying about you and taking care of you when you were sick. I was there giving you assistance when you were financially broke. I was there believing in you when no one trusts you because of your lies. When you needed me, i was there. Perfect attendance ako. Pero kahit with highest honor ako when it comes to effort. I was not enough. Ayaw mo sa ugali ko na kinocorrect kita pag may mali ka, na nagagalit ako pag matagal kang magreply at di ka nagsasabi kung nasaan ka, na napakadali kong magselos kaya napagsasalitaan kita ng masasakit. Because of my attitude, kahit pagkakaibigan natin binalewala mo. You ignored my messages and took my presence for granted. Ang sakit-sakit kasi harap-harapan mong pinapakita sken na masaya ka kasama ang iba. Naririnig ko na pinupuri mo sila samantalang ako, i never heard a single praise from you. Pag lumalabas tayo, okay lang sken na ako gumastos lahat pero sila nililibre mo pa. Panay post mo ng mga pictures niyo pero tayo ni hindi man lang friends sa fb. It pains me a lot to see you happy with them but not with me. Tanggap ko naman lahat sa’yo even your gender. Sometimes i ask God, why am i experiencing this? Hindi naman ako masamang tao. It really pains me a lot to be in this situation. Para akong sinasakal. Lord, please help me.
