“Leaving doesn’t already mean I haven’t loved you enough.”
When I said I wanted to fix all the storms I’ve been carrying within me for so long, didn’t already mean I was just making an implicit excuse of getting rid of you. I didn’t look back nor didn’t have the courage to turn around for I have this feeling that if I ever did, I will just get way too attached to something I cannot sustain adequately with. For now, I will be working humbly with God in all my today’s and tomorrow’s — and that’ll include you. Even though, in yours, I no longer shared a part but it won’t cease me from trusting God’s leading and holding onto His ways.
If love is not meant to bloom this time, I will still find joy in waiting. I just hope when the time is right, I could too — maybe on you or maybe not.
