It’s been over 5 years since we bid farewell.
I have forgotten how it felt with you around.
I have forgotten how happy I was when I was with you.
Last night, you appreared in my dream. Randomly. Very randomly.
I wasn’t thinking about you nor did I even talk to someone about you.
It was oddly random.
I jolted up from my bed and I noticed the streak of tears that went down my cheeks.
Why was I that affected? I couldn’t even remember what I dreamt.
I just knew and felt you in that haze.
It was such an odd feeling.
The wounds have healed but the scars remained.
Not now when I have slowly built myself up again.
Not now when I have already moved on from my memories of you.
Not now when I have learned to open up myself to love again.
Not now.
