One Sided love

Time is so cruel to us.
He allowed me to meet you at an uncertain time.
But, time leaves us unprepared.
How can I manage to move forward?
You just told me to stop.
Because it’s the reality.
Reality?
“The reality is you are whole fucking shit. ”
That’s what I want to tell you.
Why create a space that you leave unattended?
Pain. Pain. Pain.
But, Why even I’m in pain I still LOVE you.
Still hoping that this is not true.
That there’s still me and you.
I want to keep in touch.
But, I have no guts to contact you.
I’m afraid that you might reject me again.
I want to stop the pain in my heart.
I just want to love you even if you don’t love me back.
One sided love.