Woke up late today,

with the rain singing outside my window pane.

It’s official, coffee, bed, and cuddle season is here.

Cold wind brings in the heavy feeling

of how lonely my life is.

Woong and Yeon-su make me love and laugh

but also cries out of jealousy of what they have

Been asking above the time when and who’ll I love

Because I’m longing for love.

Can’t truly love myself

Can’t fully understand my mind

Can’t truly trust my heart

Can’t fully heal my life

Just wanted to dance in the rain,

or talk, or even just walk with whom I love.

To lie under the deafening sound of rain

is something my heart has been begging.

Oh to be loved and healed of my inner child

When will it happen?

How will I conquer these pain?

Who will help me if I can’t even help myself?

Immediately.

Come and find me

Under the rain 

of the darkness of myself.

-Unhealed,

Ara