I’ve been asking myself many times. Why? Why don’t you still have someone? Even though a lot of guys are checking you out, still why? Some were able to talk and communicate with you, get to know things about your likes and dislikes. Yet when someone is expressing themselves how they wanted to know you more and tell you how much they liked you, you always step back…saying things like it’s too early or too soon to know were your lines.
All this time, I thought I was okay. Thinking things like were not on the same page or I’m just too picky to be giving in already but I’ve come to realize that it wasn’t the problem.
Now I know, I’ve been making shameful excuses for so long. I was too scared, too afraid to get into something that might cause me pain again. It’s hard to be broken, hopeless and miserable. How I wish I wouldn’t experience awful things again. But that’s life, to feel good is to feel bad, to feel happy is to feel sad, to love is to risk. Therefore, to love is to be brave and courageous. So hang in there self, you’ll find the love that you fully deserve.
Love,
You
