Hi self, how have you been ? Life has been tough, hasn’t it ? But hey, you still managed to keep moving forward. You know, I just want to say that I am so proud of you. Although you’ve made a lot of bad decisions in life, still you were courageous enough to face the… Continue reading A LETTER TO MY FUTURE SELF
Tag: heartbreak
I’m sorry it took me this long
It’s been weeks since we stopped talking. It’s been months since we last met. And I wondered if during those times, did you ever think of me? Or am I just the one missing you and our memories together? I’m thankful that I have known you. Thankful for every moment that we’ve spent together. I… Continue reading I’m sorry it took me this long
How I Wish
How I wish it could’ve been you and me, A simple request but just couldn’t be. So much for the dream that I would’ve behold, Not all that glitters, sadly, is gold. A wish wrongly conceived is a nightmare to be, Rushing like a boat against the raging sea. Oh, how I wish… how I… Continue reading How I Wish
The Betrayal
It was a rainy afternoon when we first met. We were both soaking wet because of the heavy rain. You smiled at me first so I smiled back. You told me your name and then asked for mine. How could I ever forget the first time I met someone so nice? We became friends as time went by,… Continue reading The Betrayal
To John, my TOTGA.
To John, honestly I don’t know where to start. After all we’ve been through, you leaving with no explanation was the least that I expected for you to do. I just got out of a breakup 2 months before you came into my life. I promised myself and I told God that I would never… Continue reading To John, my TOTGA.
Dear heart
Dear heart, Alam ko kung gaano kabigat ang dinadala mo ngayon. Ang hirap masanay sa mga bagay na panandalian lang pala. Ang sakit iwanan ng biglaan. Sana pwede ibalik ang nakaraan at magwarning sa sarili. Alam kong dumadating na sa punto na napapadasal ka nalang na sana pwede mong i-skip yung masakit na process. Sana… Continue reading Dear heart
The Letters I Never Sent You
July 17, 2020 … Continue reading The Letters I Never Sent You
Ghost of Christmas Past
To the man of the Western Coast, It’s been a couple years since I took my last glimpse of you. That view from yesterday was when you’re still wearing your favorite gray dress in that cold December night. But that was already a grim glance of Christmas past that marred our sweet memories to peril.… Continue reading Ghost of Christmas Past
Ikaw ang dating pahingahan
Ikaw ang pahinga ko sa nakakapagod na mundo —Noon, hindi na ngayon. Nung tinanong kita kung anong problema, ngiti lang ang iyong itinugon kasabay ng mga katagang ” Wala. Mahal na mahal kita. ” kaya ako’y naniwala, pinanghawakan ko pa ng sobra. Naidlip lang saglit, pagmulat ko, bigla kang nag bago. Tila hindi na ikaw yung nakilala at… Continue reading Ikaw ang dating pahingahan
It’s You , My Love
I could not be happier when you told me that you wanted me to be with you for the rest of our lives. Those sweet words that you uttered made me tickle and mumble, “This is it.” Finally, I would be spending my time with my love. How happy that thought would be! I imagined… Continue reading It’s You , My Love
A Letter: We Need to Have a Bad Person to Be Free, For We Are Too Good to Be Apart.
Meeting you is the most extraordinary form of pure delight in regards to my life’s dictionary. I’ve waited too long for a perfect definition of love in my life to exist, and a man surprisingly came that filled all the settled standards I have made as I build myself along the way. Indeed, I was… Continue reading A Letter: We Need to Have a Bad Person to Be Free, For We Are Too Good to Be Apart.
MUNTIK KA NANG NAGING AKIN
Minsan tinanong ako ng kaibigan ko,Ano nga ba ang nagustuhan ko sa’yo?Simple lang naman ang naging sagot koSobrang masaya ako sa tuwing nasa piling mo. Oo, naging masaya ako. Ngunit lingid sa aking kaalamanKaligayahang iyon ay panandalian langKapalit ng bawat ngiti’t tawang iyong hatidWagas na sakit at pait na aking nabatid. BAKIT? Isang tanong na… Continue reading MUNTIK KA NANG NAGING AKIN
A great hard wall
Do you ever feel the downside of singleness? Being alone, no one to share your day with–kind of things. Do you once want to feel romantic love? But, there is this “wall” that even you can’t overcome. You healed from your past but you didn’t realize that while you’re on the process of healing, you… Continue reading A great hard wall
How to Move Forward From Being Broken
Moving forward from being broken-hearted is like you taking an antibiotic therapy. Take this tip from a nurse’s point of view. Take the right medication Ano ba dapat ang inumin if you want to move on? Alak ba? No, wag ganun. The right question is who will be your medication for your broken heart. You’ve… Continue reading How to Move Forward From Being Broken
Letting You Go Is Easy
Letting you go is easy. With all those hatreds, and problems, and negative things. But this day is different. Today, I realized it wasn’t. That I haven’t let you go. We may have been separated physically for almost 2 months, but I guess, not in my heart, and also not in yours. I thought that… Continue reading Letting You Go Is Easy
ITO NA ANG HULING TULA NA ISUSULAT KO PARA SAYO
Gusto ko lang palabasin ang mga salita sa aking damdamin, para iyong intindihin ang aking mithiin at para iyo ring maramdaman ang mga sugal at paghihirap na ginawa ko para sayo ngunit mauuwi din pala sa ganito. Gusto kong magsimula sa umpisa gusto kong magsimula sa umpisa kung saan ikaw ay una kong namataan na… Continue reading ITO NA ANG HULING TULA NA ISUSULAT KO PARA SAYO
Kung Nakokonsensya Ka Na, Puwes Magpaalam Ka
Na-flatter kita ng attention ko. Tinitext kasi kita, tinatawagan. Timing yata ako palagi kasi you reply to me naman. ‘Di ko alam kung bored ka lang nung mga time na ‘yon. Baka nahihiya ka sa akin. O ayaw mong maging rude or suplado ang iyong dating. Confident naman ako sa ganda at figure ko. Feeling… Continue reading Kung Nakokonsensya Ka Na, Puwes Magpaalam Ka
Nagmahal. Nasaktan. Minahal ang Sarili.
Many people said that love is a beautiful thing, that love brings happiness and love makes you smile. Oo nga, nung minahal kita, sobrang saya ko, na halos mukhang emoji na smile ng smile ang araw-araw kong nakikita sa sarili ko. Pero hindi rin naman nagtagal ang saya na ‘yon. Ang maraming ngiti ay napalitan… Continue reading Nagmahal. Nasaktan. Minahal ang Sarili.
A letter for you that I will never tell
At the first month we’ve not been together was the hardest part of my being. I asked myself everyday where did I go wrong. Is my love for you too much or it wasn’t enough to fill that emptiness in your heart. I can’t ever tell you these things and I will never tell. I… Continue reading A letter for you that I will never tell
Walang Ako sa Buhay Niya, at Walang Siya sa Buhay Ko
I’d never expected that I will come to this point. Sa point na kung saan tinatanong ko na ang sarili ko kung worth it pa ba akong mahalin. Sa point na kung saan nagdududa na ako kung posible pa bang may magmahal sa’kin. Sa point na kung saan hindi ko na alam kung karapat-dapat pa… Continue reading Walang Ako sa Buhay Niya, at Walang Siya sa Buhay Ko
Why do People Suffer…
Mga bagay na nakakapagpabagabag Naka-online siya pero hindi siya nagchachat. Na-seen niya stories ko sa ig pero hindi pa rin siya nagchachat. Ako last na nagchat sa kanya, pero bakit hindi niya pa rin nirereplyan? Dapat ba kong magpapansin sa stories ko para makapagcomment siya? Dapat ko na ba siyang i-chat kahit hindi pa siya… Continue reading Why do People Suffer…
Don’t Blame Me
Don’t blame me for boring youWhen you said things became routine. Don’t blame me for asking peopleBecause I wondered where you’ve been. Don’t blame me for your decisionTo leave when you could have stayed. Don’t blame me for your actionsWhen you cheated and you betrayed. Don’t blame me for when you quicklyDeveloped feelings for another.… Continue reading Don’t Blame Me
When you are used and then abandoned
I sat on a concrete pathway along the grass-filled plains as the bevy of girls played dodgeball nearby. Hearing them laughing and shouting in enjoyment, wonderful thoughts conquered my mind. A lot of “what ifs” popped out as I viewed the watery plains, the insects, and the dragonflies. After a moment, my reverie was disrupted… Continue reading When you are used and then abandoned
“Just A Friend”
15 years ago,You were my best friend. You said you loved me, and I loved you back.“Will you be more than just my friend?” you asked. I said yes. A year ago, Our dreams were within sight. We were getting married. You got permission from my dad. We were happy. You said, “I can’t wait… Continue reading “Just A Friend”
For the Woman Who Loved a Confused Man
Even if you’ve been together for years, Even if he asked your father for your hand in marriage, Even if he set a date for your wedding, Even if he said he hoped to love you forever: Confused men will make promises they can’t keep. And you realize you must learn to walk away; Walk… Continue reading For the Woman Who Loved a Confused Man
