God, I feel like I’m ready… but am I? You see everything and I know you have the perfect. man for me at the right time. As days go by, id always think now amazing my future partner will be knowing that it was given by you. If I am not ready, help me to… Continue reading I Feel Like I’m ready…But Am I?
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Embrace the Scars
I believed I had found someone special and my heart was filled with hope and admiration. However, as time passed, we encountered obstacles and our communication became weaker. It became clear that our paths were heading in different directions, and I had to let go. Through this experience, I learned the importance of patience and… Continue reading Embrace the Scars
Save the Best to Last
Ever wondered if what would your future be like with the man of your dream? Or maybe the question is, have you ever dreamed of it? For some people, that dream had gone out of the window a long time ago, while others are still dreamy over a fairytale-like, prince charming-thing, Cinderella love story. Ladies… Continue reading Save the Best to Last
Unshackled
One of the biggest irony that we encountered a lot is the phrase” the simplest thing to say is the hardest thing to do” and that really encapsulates the whole dilemma we always encounter “MOVING FORWARD and LETTING GO OF THE PAST”. It’s hard to fathom and to say that even the strongest person we… Continue reading Unshackled
Unsent message for you, Mark
It’s me, hi. I know. I’m the problem it’s me. I want you to know that this takes a lot of encouragement from my inner self. To write this down. Write down what I’m feeling. What are my true feelings. And to send this to you. Read this. I’m only gonna say this once. For… Continue reading Unsent message for you, Mark
Fear
Let’s talk about something scary, something that makes you uncomfortable. Not a frightening story, nor an infamous horror legend, but the truth that you’ve been trying to escape for a while now. Fear. As what I’ve always said; fear keeps us safe and it’s what keeps us away from our dreams. Who wants to be… Continue reading Fear
Talo na talaga ako.
Minsan iniisip ko kung nagkaron ka ba talaga ng feelings para sakin? Anong ibig sabihin ng “good morning” at “good night” mo?Ano nga ba ang ibig sabihin ng pag uupdate mo sa akin?Naging comfortable ka lang ba talaga ikwento sa akin yung buong araw mo? Ano nga ba ang ibig sabihin ng pag dedemand mo… Continue reading Talo na talaga ako.
Win or Lose
I win when you make the first move. I win when at first you meet all my expectations. I win when you tell me every little thing about you. I win when our conversations flow day after day. And yet, I lose when I find it hard having time with you. I lose when my… Continue reading Win or Lose
Sometimes I wonder why I ended up not being chosen by someone I love.
Sometimes I wonder why I ended up not being chosen by someone I love. Yung tipong hindi naman ikaw yung unang nagka-gusto, siya naman nagparamdam sa’yo pero bakit ako yung na-fall ng todo at iniwan? I always try my best to protect my heart pero siya naman yung nagpupumilit na hulihin yung mga ngiti ko,… Continue reading Sometimes I wonder why I ended up not being chosen by someone I love.
I prayed for you
I have always been a person who looks after others. I have been giving what I can just to make sure that everyone around me is happy and satisfied. I go over and beyond their expectations. Until one day, I realized that no one actually does the same thing for me. Don’t get me wrong.… Continue reading I prayed for you
My Right Season in Pursuing a Relationship
Love is such a powerful decision that can take us by surprise and completely change our lives. Lately, I’ve found myself falling for someone in a way that I didn’t expect. I admire all the good qualities in her – her beauty, positivity, kindness, and the positive energy that she brings into the world. But,… Continue reading My Right Season in Pursuing a Relationship
Sana tumigil na ang puso kong mahalin ka.
Mahal kita sa best version mo.Mahal parin kita kahit sa lowest points mo.Minamahal kita kahit sa panahong hindi ka totoo sakin.Patuloy kitang minamahal kahit lagi mo naman akong sinasaktan.At sa puntong pinaramdam mo sa akin na hindi ako karapat dapat mahalin, mahal parin kita. Marahil nga masasabi na ako’y isa nang hibang dahil ang puso’y… Continue reading Sana tumigil na ang puso kong mahalin ka.
We don’t fall in love with faces.
I am not a believer of love at first sight. People don’t share lifetime stories in their first meet. They don’t walk the long road together for hours only to keep each other company in their first eyeball. They don’t text each other good morning, good night, and I love yous in their first encounter.… Continue reading We don’t fall in love with faces.
Im glad I waited
Our story is unconventional. I could even say that it’s more like a scientific experiment — biochemistry — testing waters, testing if our chemistry works or not, testing how much oxytocin will be produced by our brains. Dating stage is fun for us. And for whatever reasons we individually have for waiting, I’m happy to… Continue reading Im glad I waited
I apologize as you matter to me a lot.
I wish the pain had also ended as I closed my chapter 2022. Every step I take as Chapter 2023 begins appears to be difficult. I can say that I am no longer feeling the same pain as I did on the day you decided to leave. I don’t know where this journey is taking… Continue reading I apologize as you matter to me a lot.
Palayain mo na ang sarili mo sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya.
Lumaya ka na sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya. Na “what if” magparamdam ulit siya, o mangamusta?“What if” may chance pa, hindi lang talaga good yung timing sa ngayon?“What if” hinihintay lang pala niya akong mangamusta?“What if” bumalik siya? Simula nang iwan ka niya, dapat pati “what-ifs” mo putulin mo na.Huwag mo nang ikulong ang… Continue reading Palayain mo na ang sarili mo sa mga “what-ifs” mo sa kanya.
to you who feel inferior.
Look at yourself. You doubt your ability. Your capabilities Just because they say that you’re unadmirable? You will never know who is looking at you. There is someone out there who admires you from afar. Inspired by your courage Because of your sincerity You are not weird. Society is. Look around; notice how people are… Continue reading to you who feel inferior.
To the Woman Who is Always Liked but Never Pursued
A good mentor once told me, “you will never be wrong to the right person; you are always more than enough for them.”
Coffee Date
“Coffee date” kuno pero stickers lang talaga habol sa’yo. Kilig-to-the-bones ka naman feeling mo may kayo. Kwentuhan, tawanan, pa-sweet ang galawan. Teka lang, alam mo ba motibo niyan? Nang makumpleto na ang stickers, siya ay nagkaplanner na. Saklap lang kasi ‘di ka kasama sa mga plano niya. Nag palpitate ka na at lahat ‘di ka… Continue reading Coffee Date
To all the Good Guys Out There
I hope you continue breaking the norm that guys aren’t faithful and trustworthy.
When Waiting is What God Makes You Do
Waiting is never pointless when you’re waiting on the Lord. When you wait on the Lord, it means you surrender everything to Him, and lift up to Him ‘every dream and desire’ you have as He prepares you for the next chapters of your life, which include leading you to The Right One: your spouse.… Continue reading When Waiting is What God Makes You Do
Dear future someone,
Dear future someone, How are you? I hope everything is going well for you. If not, please take your time to rest. It’s okay to be busy, but don’t forget to connect with God regardless of your circumstances. I know it’s difficult to face adulthood, but I hope you have a support group that understands,… Continue reading Dear future someone,
When a No is a Yes
Love doesn’t have to be hard. It doesn’t choke—ain’t suffocating. Rather, love, in fact, is gentle. It will make you realize that you are worth much more than a gold; you are deserving of all sorts of happiness in this world. A priceless gem. One of a kind. It will always remind you of who… Continue reading When a No is a Yes
Accept it, even if proper closure will never be given.
Since the day you left, lots of questions have bothered my mind. Did I do something wrong that made you walk away? Have I said something inappropriate that made you leave? Will you still come back to explain why? Or perhaps restore what was (I don’t know if it was) broken? As time goes by,… Continue reading Accept it, even if proper closure will never be given.
To the ones who feel lost and forgotten
This too shall pass.
Until God Says “Yes”
I’ve been truly happy. We immerse ourselves in every moment. In moments that we end up falling asleep due to long conversations and laughter, although sometimes they do not make any sense. In moments that we make fun of each other without offence and reply with a stronger comeback. In moments that we cherished the… Continue reading Until God Says “Yes”
Stop Over
May darating ngunit panandalian. Nakatagpo ng pansamantalang kapahingahan. Nakakapanibagong kapayapaan, tila kanyang naramdaman. Nag-umpisa sa kumustahan. Hanggang ‘di namalayan may nabuong ugnayan. ‘Di maihahambing na kasiyahan, Sa pagkakataong ito lamang naranansan. ‘Di nagtagal ika’y lumisan. Dumiretso na sa dapat patunguhan. Nakaglitaang ako’y hamak lamang na hintayan. Walang nakalaan, kung may darating man ay walang kasiguruhan.… Continue reading Stop Over
Loving a Breadwinner…
Hey there, my future. Loving me would probably be the most difficult relationship you would ever have to be involved in. Loving me would mean you have to broaden your understanding. Loving me would mean you have to understand that you’re not always the priority. Loving me would mean you would have to wait until… Continue reading Loving a Breadwinner…
An Open Letter to my “The One”
In this life, I only have my eyes on you. My heart will beat only for you. I will always think about you, pray for you.I want to experience joy and to laugh while i bully you. Cook you that favorite meal. Stare at you while you sleep and snore at the middle of the… Continue reading An Open Letter to my “The One”
IN GOD’S PERFECT TIME
Destiny has allowed me to meet someone who has taken a special place in my heart and profoundly affected my life. Being an introvert, it’s unusual for me to chat with other people. But for this person, I’ve tried. We chatted for months and I must admit, his company is way better than my solitude–it… Continue reading IN GOD’S PERFECT TIME