I will always be thankful and grateful because I met you. I thank God for bringing you into my life. I thank God for giving me a stronger heart and courage to let you go.
Thank You, for bringing colors to my life. Thank You for giving me an extra dose of happiness. Thank You, for giving me too much flavors. Thank You for sharing your life with me. Thank you for the trust. Thank You for everything. Thank You for your patience. Thank You, for loving me unconditionally. Thank You for the wonderful memories that we had. I’ll treasure it for the rest of my life. I’ll be always be grateful. Then again thank you for letting me go, thank you.
Sorry, for not being the best girlfriend. Sorry, for being too annoying. Sorry for being too clingy. Sorry, if sometimes I keep calling you every now and then. Sorry, if sometimes, I kept on texting you every now and then. I just want to know if you’re safe. And of course I just want to get in touch with you as you’re too far away from me. Sorry for all the shortcomings. Sorry for being me; being a toxic girlfriend. But always remember I love you. Sorry for I have to let you go. Sorry that I have to go. Sorry that I have to end this, sorry.
I love you. I love you from the bottom of my heart. I love you to the moon and back. I love you always and forever. Always remember that I CAN’T UNLOVE YOU, but I love you, in a different way now. I love you in a way that I want you to be happy without me. I love you in a way that I want you to grow. I love you, that’s why I have to let you go.
We’ve been together for almost five years. We survived a LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP for almost five years. We fought together to maintain the relationship we had. We exchange sweet messages, iloveyous, imissyous. We’ve been extra sweet to each other. But, we have to reach this stage. We have to let go of each other because we need to grow up. Because, we need to fix ourselves first. We need to love ourselves more than we love each other. We need to gain back our trust to ourselves. For now, let us be happy. I want you to be happy.
I prayed to God, to give me the gift of a forgiving heart and to give me the gift of strength and courage to let you go. I also prayed to God the gift of extra, extra happiness. And I thank God, I already receive those gifts. And now I am praying that may God give you those gifts too.
I just want you know, that I’ve forgiven you. From the time I’ve decided that I want to be happy, I already forgave you. I forgave you, because I want myself to be free from hatred and pain. I forgave because I love you.
For now, I want you forgive yourself. I want you to fix yourself. I want you to grow. I want you to love yourself more.
Thank. Sorry. I love you
“Sa lahat ng minahal ko, ikaw ang pinaka paborito ko, kaya aking sinta pinalalaya na kita, malaya ka na”
Love,
Your Toxic Happiness.
