It feels good to fall in love.
It feels good to feel loved.
Was it still good if you catch yourself having feelings for a friend?
Friendship turns into romantic relationship is common nowadays, but still it feels different–for me.
He was my safe zone. He is the only one I can open up to. He make himself available for me.
But..
I can’t risk the friendship of how many years yet I can’t even control my feelings. The feeling was too strong.
I don’t know how and why I catch this feeling to a friend. I felt guilty.
I know all of his heartbreaks, he told me stories about his family, his frustrations, his friends – I know all of it.
I don’t want him to think that I took advantage of his vulnerability to be close with him.
Help me.
I can’t pursue my feelings and I can’t hangout less with him because he is my friend.
What should I do?
