I feel alone
It feels like my feelings are being torn
Thinking everything is so hard
Depending my life on a piece of card
No pleasure in eating
And either in sleeping
I used to eat a lot
I even fall asleep before knowing the movie’s plot
Can’t feel the comfort among the crowd
The sadness inside me is just too loud
I laugh—I smile
But you will see the truth deep in my eyes
Then I opened my eyes
saw those people with those smiles
Their arms are outstretched
Their ears and my sadness are perfect match
And then I saw that there are still a lot of things to be happy about
Now, I’m starting to silence the sadness that was too loud
To loud for me to hear the happiness
It is not the end, we are not hopeless
