I am now in the middle
In the middle of waiting
Waiting for someone TRUE
why TRUE?
Because I’ve met a lot of GHOST
why GHOST?
They made me feel like they are true, but they are just a lie, who disappeared in the middle of making me fall for them, gone like a ghost.
YES!
It hurts
But I’m already used to it
That everytime I met somone who’s interested in me and I too to him
I am prepared to be left alone hanging anytime
Fool right?
Emotionally torturing but I need to accept the fact that I loved the moment they made me feel special for a little bit of time
You can’t blame me why I felt this
Why?
Maybe because I am thirsty
Thirsty for someone who will have the guts to keep their words, not for just a moment, but for a lifetime.
But don’t worry
I learned enough
So now, I’m in the middle
Middle of ACCEPTANCE & OBJECTION
Acceptance for the possibility that I will just be happy being single til’ paradise come
Objection for the fact that singleness is really what’s meant for me
No matter what happen in the middle
I will still be happy
Why?
Because being alone and being with someone will be both worth it
As long as Jehovah God is in it.
I will be just in the middle of all his plans for me
Because I know it will be the BEST FOR ME!
Remember Psalm 37:4
“Find exquisite delight in Jehovah, And he will grant you the desires of your heart.”