It didn’t happen overnight.
It was a long process…
of crying
asking myself
losing my self-esteem
lowering my standards
of crying again…
forcing people to stay in my life
losing people
convincing myself I derserved every heartache I’m experiencing right now
of finally realizing all of these are entirely false
I woke up one day telling to myself that the love I deserve the love I always give to every man I met. I needed that self-love and only then I realized that I am worthy to be loved by myself.
I started going out alone, treating myself to nails salons, buying new books to read, eating alone in a cafe and more.
I found peace in being alone.
I found solitude.
I loved the feeling.
I then promised to spend more time, care and love to myself cos I deserve it.
I absolutely 💯% deserve it❤️
-ken
