I did confess,
It was all a mess,
But you said it was fine and we can keep talking.
I planned ahead,
To the point that I was out of my head,
Trying everything to make sure we keep on moving .
My efforts led to frustrations,
No acknowledgment nor appreciation,
Things escalated quickly from something to nothing.
From what I initially thought was a spark,
Was actually a stab right through my heart,
There were two involved but only one was bleeding.
I’ve got no choice but to stop any communication,
And while I’ve said it’s my final decision,
At the back of my mind I hope there’s still a plot twist in the making.
But reality is brutal,
My way of thinking is just delusional,
This roller coaster ride has met it’s ending.
It was over before it even started,
All I got was a lot of pain but there’s no hatred,
I just wish you find someone that will give your life a better meaning.
Things did not go as planned,
Definitely did not go out with a bang,
And that’s how we know my story doesn’t have a happy ending.
