Sitting here on this field thinking
What could have gone wrong.
What it is, I’m not doing proper
Watching all my efforts go in vain
I trusted the process and I try to give my all
But still seems like I am not doing better.
I can’t fail, I said
Everyday I show up
Everyday I fail
God knows I tusted him
I work daily and I wait on him
But then,
No matter how much I tried
Seems I’m not doing my all
No matter how I tried to run
It still seems I’m on that exact spot.
But I keep showing up still
I keeping believing still
Lord knows I tried
Lord knows I’m still…
