Lord, my heart is in pain.
He said he chose me,
But why is he slowly distancing himself?
I am left with no explanations
I am left with no idea why
I am left alone once again.
I feel his pain.
I feel his heart in deep sorrow.
Did he regret choosing me?
Did he wish it wasn’t me?
Did he realize I wasn’t the right girl?
Oh, Lord.
What ifs are flooding my mind
And it took me whole night to ponder
Without having any answers at all
All these things I can think of
But what really is the reason?
He said he needed time and space
Who am I to say no?
But I pray he would tell me the reason why
So I wouldn’t be left wondering all the time
He said we needed to stop communicating
I said I understand
But deep down I fucking don’t
Is this him saying he’s leaving me?
Is this him saying he’s letting me go?
Is this him saying he’s tired of me?
‘Cause I have no plans of letting him go
Lord, I am very nervous of what the future holds
I am saddened of how things are going
But I know You have great plans for us
I know You have heard all our prayers
And if waiting is what we needed
Then let Your will be done
I just pray that in the end,
Things will get better
And we can be happy together
