Love is such a powerful decision that can take us by surprise and completely change our lives. Lately, I’ve found myself falling for someone in a way that I didn’t expect. I admire all the good qualities in her – her beauty, positivity, kindness, and the positive energy that she brings into the world. But, what I appreciate most about her is her faith and how confidently she talks about it.
As our friendship has grown deeper, I’m grateful for the trust that we’ve built. We’re able to share our thoughts and feelings with each other, even the not-so-great ones. Despite seeing her weaknesses, flaws, imperfections, doubts, fears, disappointments, and stubbornness, I still feel deeply for her.
However, I know that there are certain priorities that I need to take care of before pursuing a romantic relationship. As a breadwinner, there are some priorities I need to manage, including my own struggles, commitments, and most importantly, my personal growth and my relationship with God.
I believe that love is a beautiful thing, but it’s important to approach it with a clear mind and a grounded perspective. We need to consider timing, and commitments, and prioritize what is truly important in our specific season in life. If it’s God’s will, everything will fall into place when the season and intention are right.
For now, I can’t give this person false hope. I can only hope and pray that the timing will eventually be right for us to pursue each other. Until then, I’ll focus on being the best version of myself and continue to strengthen my faith. I’ll wait patiently and trust that everything will work out in the end.
